It's 11:22 am. Too early to take lunch. Too late to wake up. They say I woke up like a princess, it's always like this. :(

I decided to eat. Considering it was my breakfast. I was alone in our house, my Mom, stepDad and my little sister got to go to doctor to have some check-ups with my pregnant Mom. I like moments like this, when I'm alone and knowing that no one was watching me. :)

I turned the computer on, check my social networking accounts and definitely got bored. I decided to think of something to do, I wanna do some cleaning inside the house. But before that, I decided to blog. I was thinking what I have to blog about, then suddenly I thought of something. Or someone, rather. :>

You see, it's always like this. That person never leaves my mind. I was thinking of THAT PERSON every waking and sleeping moment. Even though we're not together anymore. I still feel the pain, and everything. I always see his face, his looks, his almost perfect smile. :) If only I could tell you what's happening. But sorry I can't. :(( I wanna be free, free as in I wanna forget YOU, everything about you. I wanna forget US.

But I don't know how would that happen, you're always here. And I think nothing can change that. If only there's something I could focus on to get rid of you. IF ONLY.

Good thing we're not going to see each other anymore.

BTW, thanks for these stupid memories. I cannot find my mind now. It just keeps on coming back to you. Yeah, always back to you. :'(

I hope I'm gonna start my new life. Leave my freakin' mind, that's all I ask of you. :(

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